Thursday, July 29, 2010

News

News!!
The TV cackled, Newspapers were full of Gory stories, and somehow life did not seem so exciting !! Switched to the music channel and boom.. Let it be…”Beatles” Whispering words of wisdom let it be … !! It transported me back to those fun days of college, years after that in Biz and many more years of rearing a family, the joy of having kids, watch them grow, and let them fly away !! Let it be… now that am alone, and all the above 40 years can be seen in a micro second of images flashing thru your mind, leaves you elated that it happened or depressed that it ended !! Let it be….. I decided to be elated, and thought of all those lovely days all over again… The first day of my daughter in school, the passing out parade of my son in the academy, the happiness of my wife to see all this as a success !!
The power went off, and the room fell silent !! So did my life 4 years back. Circumstances saw it to it that there was no music or anything for that matter, it was just one catastrophe to another, from one long drinking binge to another, leaving me exhausted, mentally, physically, emotionally and financially !!A few months back a friend of mine…..a painter, suggested that i look at my life as she does to her painting… Step Back ! And see for yourself. !! Ugh ! it was ghastly… so we go back to words of wisdom, Let it be …… Let it be … !! This time, I took the drastic decision or a sane decision to cut my self off, from all those people who haunted my thoughts ! Physically removed myself from the city of up bringing to a place where I just know ONE PERSON !!A totally different life style, new interests, hobbies and trying to establish a Biz that I had only dreamt off !!
Its exciting all over again, not a care in the world, I blog, am on FB and imagine me going for a Cooking Demo !! The latest, joined a group of great people on this unique venture called.. “Food walk’ .. It does feel good, after all, why do we do anything ?? To feel good obviously !!
That’s my life.. more of it next week… Till then, remember the words of wisdom .. Let it be …